#trusttheprocess

I just want to write this here, tonight, to preserve this feeling.

I’m so happy to be alive.

I feel like I’ve finally arrived at a point in my life where I am truly aware and conscious of all that’s around me, good and bad, and I really truly appreciate everything that’s led me to this moment and beyond.

All the friends that I’ve made so far, even those that I’ve lost, but the memories that were made. I feel this overwhelming sense of gratitude for every experience I’ve been given.

I finally reached that stage where I can stop questioning myself, and just, truly and sincerely, live. I can finally say to myself with all intent and honesty that, I am freaking awesome and that I love myself for what I have done and everything that I will push myself to do.

To have the ability to be aware of this, to think of every little moment in life and how much it matters to me. To be able to know that there will be good and there will be bad, and that’s okay. For all of this, I am so blessed.

Whatever happens and has happened, all I have to do is

#trusttheprocess