scared.

Honesty and Acceptance are the most powerful weapons in this war for self-worth.

I sit here tonight, scared and anxious. Admitting something that I was always too scared, too afraid to admit. I am scared, afraid, that I’ll never be loved. Even as I sit here, I feel like I am unloved. I feel that no one understands who I really am and what I care about, what I feel. I feel like I will never be truly good enough for anyone to love me. I spent so much time fighting to be okay on my own, to be independent, yet I have fallen so far.